i cant figure out how i feel since this started, i just feel so exhausted. knowing that you’re both going to pass soon makes me both angry and devastated. its not fair. i hate hoping that suddenly youll both be cured when i know it wont happen. i hate wishing for something that wont happen, i feel so guilty that i havent spent all my time with you both and it sickens me to walk around pretending that everythings okay when its not. nothing is okay anymore and i dont want to lose either one of you.
it’s not you’re* or your*. it’s all Mine. everything is Mine
thank you a ton, this made me feel nice. c: